Dear You

Dear you

I painted you this picture

the year we missed christmas

it hangs on the wall here
reminding me of you

i put a tattoo between my shoulder blades
i don't know if you ever saw it
it's an ode to my past, to other boys
but it reminds me of you

I'm happy where I am now
here with him, but
there is always something around me
that reminds me of you

I wish you would talk to me
I wish you understood
I miss our friendship
and I constantly think of you

I don't want what we had
that was much too compicated
i just want to hear your voice
i just want to talk to you